8th of February...
Rough day! Woke up at 6 something to fetch my friend to catch the train to airport. After that, went back n shower n head straight to uni. Since its early, i decided to get a soya drink from the market. As usual, thought of buying another packet for my bf. Indeed, i bought n send it over to his house right after the class ended. I guess this is what gf-bf do right? We would surely think of sharing things that we eat, things that we do? Hmmmnnnn... but sometimes i do wonder if i'm the one being so dumb? I always think of ways to impress or just to make my bf feel touched. But he seldom do the same...
anyway, something really serious happened today! I accidentally broke the bracelet that he gave me as a gift that carries the meaning of me accepting his confession. HE was really mad n he didn't even say a word to me till now. I keep apologising n tried to message or calling him but sadly, he doesn't give a damn about it.... i know that it is my fault for breaking such important gift but i really love the bracelet but its broken now... it feels like we will never get back together like how we used to be anymore.. i'm really lost, i don't know what to do anymore :-(
#lost #sad #afraidhewouldleave
